Audrey Love. – NYC/LA Model/Pin Up/Dancer/Designer.
I have known this fierce nymph for a while now, and watching her evolve has been a great pleasure. From a girl with a head-full-of-dreams, to a woman actually manifesting those wishes…her quiet beauty and gentle poise are enough to topple hearts and intrigue even the most hardened cynic.
When I asked her for an interview (via text, actually) on her thoughts, feelings, and interests regarding sex, she hesitated, “trying to find the words.” Part of her hesitation was that she felt that there were so many “kinks” and “connections,” to explore that she felt unable to answer from a place of knowing, which made me question:
Do we ever REALLY know what we’re “all about” when it comes to sex?
When I look back on my own sexual life-experiences I wonder if there is any real discernible pattern. Certainly not from the outside looking in, but to me…it’s been a many-layered kaleidoscope, an evolution that (oddly) seems to have taken me right back to where I started…but I digress…
“Where I started”…sounds eerily familiar to where my young friend is today:
The acknowledgement of the self as a sexually powerful creature and yet, not quite knowing what to do with that power…that, desire.
Oh, What to Do…with that feeling of being split-off or separated from your unfocused sexual potential, your unrequited desire.
Perhaps, our sexuality is best understood as a mirrored-self.
A self of exploration, an experiential or felt-self.
Well, Audrey…your journey as a NymphoBrainiac has just begun…and as my sexual-self smiles knowingly and winks back at yours, she says:
“I’ll see you on the other side, my Love…”
(Photo taken by me with a Nikon D5500 at Brooklyn Botanic Gardens, Sakura Matsuri 2017)